Kelly Juliana

I want fall….cause this fits again! But mostly because my energy bill is insane with this 100+ degree Texas heat. Can’t wait to open the windows and go outside in cute fall outfits. :)

I want fall….cause this fits again! But mostly because my energy bill is insane with this 100+ degree Texas heat. Can’t wait to open the windows and go outside in cute fall outfits. :)

dope-mag:

Adam Driver for GQ [Aug 2014]
Life’s shitty, and we’re all gonna die. You have friends, and they die. You have a disease, someone you care about has a disease, Wall Street people are scamming everyone, the poor get poorer, the rich get richer. That’s what we’re surrounded by all the time. We don’t understand why we’re here, no one’s giving us an answer, religion is vague, your parents can’t help because they’re just people, and it’s all terrible, and there’s no meaning to anything. What a terrible thing to process! Every. Day. And then you go to sleep. But then sometimes, things can suspend themselves for like a minute, and then every once in a while there’s something where you find a connection.”

(via probablyfine)

I am a bit more ‘open’ here on tumblr, so I thought I would give y’all a REAL transformation photo. It just helps me stay on track posting shit, so bare with me. Here is a little 2 month transformation photo and my actual weight, cause I’ve never told anyone except my husband before. It sickens me to look at how bad I let my before photo get. Those that know me for a while, know I used to be a stick. I never thought I was a stick lol cause I’ve always had curves, but looking back…I was a stick. I weighed 132lbs at my lowest at 5’3. Haha I was never fit though. I would consider my old self ‘skinny fat’ so this time I am doing changes RIGHT so it can stay off. It’s been pretty simple though. Before it was like rocket science to me. What diet do I try? What the heck do I eat? Only eat dinner. Do not eat. Feeling hungry means it’s working. What I never realized was that it was alllllllllll wrong and actually much simpler than I thought! Veggies, fresh fruit, whole grains, and exercise. That fucken simple, it baffles me how I ever thought it was so damn hard. 

I’m still wearing an XL shirt and size 16 pants, but things are fitting very loose and I am on the brink of wearing a smaller size! :) I even squeeze into some size 13 shorts I’ve had! (I have big hips :p) 

I’m pretty fucken proud of myself. 
:)

I am a bit more ‘open’ here on tumblr, so I thought I would give y’all a REAL transformation photo. It just helps me stay on track posting shit, so bare with me. Here is a little 2 month transformation photo and my actual weight, cause I’ve never told anyone except my husband before. It sickens me to look at how bad I let my before photo get. Those that know me for a while, know I used to be a stick. I never thought I was a stick lol cause I’ve always had curves, but looking back…I was a stick. I weighed 132lbs at my lowest at 5’3. Haha I was never fit though. I would consider my old self ‘skinny fat’ so this time I am doing changes RIGHT so it can stay off. It’s been pretty simple though. Before it was like rocket science to me. What diet do I try? What the heck do I eat? Only eat dinner. Do not eat. Feeling hungry means it’s working. What I never realized was that it was alllllllllll wrong and actually much simpler than I thought! Veggies, fresh fruit, whole grains, and exercise. That fucken simple, it baffles me how I ever thought it was so damn hard.

I’m still wearing an XL shirt and size 16 pants, but things are fitting very loose and I am on the brink of wearing a smaller size! :) I even squeeze into some size 13 shorts I’ve had! (I have big hips :p)

I’m pretty fucken proud of myself.
:)

Brain games

On Nat Gio is making me have so many feels. :0 my brain though. lol

6 1/2 dozen cookies later….

I am gone.


But on the bright side I am done until Wednesday! :)

Phew-wee

So being that procrastinator that I am, I decided to wait until the very last minute to do these Cookies that were getting picked up this morning. I finished them at midnight and went to lay in bed to sleep. Before crashing out I was going through my emails and realized I had ANOTHER couple dozen from another lady due in the morning. I completely blanked about them!!! :( So I got my butt up and made them until about 3am. Then I had to wake up at 8am and bag them up and wait for them to get picked up. I am DEAD. I would take a nap, but I’m waiting to customer #2 to pick up hers in an hour. :(

My thick thighs are becoming my new favorite thing.

My thick thighs are becoming my new favorite thing.

mrdodo-b:

best mascot in the NBA

mrdodo-b:

best mascot in the NBA

(Source: adamicecold3000)

everythingspurs:

Fearless Cory. Impressed Manu.
 Photo via Bleacher Report

'Did you know he could do that? I didn't know he could do that, wow' loll love my Spurs!

everythingspurs:

Fearless Cory. Impressed Manu.


Photo via Bleacher Report

'Did you know he could do that? I didn't know he could do that, wow' loll love my Spurs!

(Source: allaboutspurs, via mrdodo-b)

More positive vibes

We also need some positive vibes sent my husbands way. He has an interview today for a promotion within his department. I think he is going to do great, but he was a bit nervous about it. It’s something we really need. Its a big raise, and we sure can use it. I felt bad because I was worrying him last night about Jeff’s stuttering, and I didn’t mean to add more stress that he didn’t need today. So keep us in your prayers or whatever you guys do! WE NEED THIS lol. 

Stuttering

I have not had any rest.

I think my son has developed a stutter. Not sure what to think or do about this. Its something that is so unknown to me. He has always been such a fluent speaker. He was so good with words.

It was just recently that he started having a hard time getting his thoughts out. Which is normal for a three year old. He has so much to say and has to think and catch up to his speech. Thats what my thoughts about it were. Sunday my mother in law brought up the idea that he might have a stutter. I brushed it off, said no way he is just thinking. Well, yesterday I started observing him a lot more and he stutters a lot. A LOT. I started researching about it and everyone says its normal, but to worry when he makes faces and blinks or looks to the side when he stutters, and he does. :[. I feel so horrible about it. I somehow feel like I am to blame, that it is all my fault. I just don’t know guys, this is all new to me…is there anyone out there with personal experience? I need some words of encouragement. I am taking him to visit the doctor Thursday to see if this is something we need to take up with a speech therapist or if its just normal toddler stuff. :/ 

I almost wanted to cry last night (I had to stop myself because he was looking into my eyes) as he was telling me something and he kept saying ‘He-he-he-he-he-he’ and couldn’t finished the rest and looked at me, and said ‘I keep saying he…..’ and just changed the subject. He didn’t want to finish his thoughts. I don’t ever want him to feel embarrassed about stuttering. I just rubbed his back and said ‘its ok love, your just thinking of what to say next’ I think he is starting to notice it himself. I just have to remain calm, not rush him, or make him feel bad about it. 

IDK guys, I could be overreacting….but its getting worst and the faces he makes are so strong of an indication that this could be getting worst. 

Positive vibes please.